And then the blog resurrects from the dead... IT LIVES!!!!

Following ZHen's entry here's mine! Early in the morning at 8.18am while my dad is doing last minute bathing in the toilet.(My class is at 8.30am)

Actually i'm always updating my blog... Just that sometimes when i want to blog on the SR blog. I find it harder cuz some things overlap... Yeah. BUt anyway i really haven't been up to date with my QT. its really funny how i can have such a squeezy schedule and it always seems like i have no time. BUt i'm sure i have time. its just that it passes me by before i know it. GOsh. I'm gonna be 20 this year so i better start making full use of the time God has given me on earth.

BTW people we have new ESSR members coming in!!! Yesterday we had a short chat with Jesse, Suqun and Mel! IT was great! More people coming in to join us in service for the GOD of wonders and the Children on monkey land! Marilyn... where art thou? Well, I'm actually not much older than the people in ESSR. Let's see... i think... Leb leb is the youngest right? THinking back, its beeen so many years. I remember the first time i worship led, was when i was about 8 years old. I even had the cordless mic attached to my belt then. AUnty holan was the worship leader and all i was in charge of was to lead ONE song. ROMANS 16:19 SAYS!!! that one song changed my life. HAha. That's 11 years ago. I started on the drums 12 years ago... I must say i don't have any basic training and i am definitely NOT GOOD. Its tough sometimes because you don't have the proper skills to execute the proper moves and if you ask me i really do prefer singing to drumming. BUt it's only in drumming that i realise how much i need God and the holy spirit to just come and work THROUGH ME. I go to every main service drumming session with FEAR, fear that my sticks would fly while drumming, miss a beat, miss a clash, play too fast. BUt i always commit it to him and i would receive peace... and also the PASSION, the DESIRE to just give my all to him!

Our church needs a revolution!(think pokka) We need to face the challenges, young people have got to step up! THe "old" people in our church have been giving their all for so long! I'm full of respect for them(tha includes esther and helena! and all the teachers... even though i always bully esther and helena... its outta respect. haha is that believable?) I know how it feels to be unworthy, to think you're not good enough. Well, i've realised you'll never be good enough. I Have so much to share about not being good enough but we'll leave it for another day i suppose... cuz my dad's about done with bathing. haha.

You'll never be good enough but you'll have to keep improving and working on yourself. Sometimes you're tired and all... but you've got to push yourself to still give your all and thats when things happen! SO Yizhen! I'm sure even though it was last minute studying, you gave your all!! Don't worry bout it! We'll P.U.S.H for you! Take care!