ESSR? who and why?

So who can be part of ESSR? I'd love for unrestricted ranting now on this blog but i realised that this blog is read by not just the people in SOlid rock but people who wanna join us in this area. So i'll try to be as mindful as i can.

We've had this talk many times. Till now, i still don't really understand what we're waiting for. All i can see now, is that our older generation is getting really tired. We need to move up and take on some of their responsibilities with pride and JOY. I pride my membership/fellowship in ESSR because i think you people are the lovelies in my world of stress. The people i never fail to turn to whenever i have any sort of a problem. I can tell you from the bottom of my heart that you guys know every part of me inside out. The good, the ugly and the bad. I tell you all stuff from studies to friendship to relationship problems. You know how you sometimes only tell some friends things to do with this realm of your life and then other friends this other part of your life. Well no, i tell you kiddos everything! YOu are my FARMEELEE! bUT since you are my family must forgive me for being blunt or anything.

Yanquan... please take good care of yourself. I was looking forward to worship leading with you for a long time. I was just waiting. When you fell sick on sunday i was really disappointed. Maybe in fact, a little angry. Week in week out i tell you to please take good care of yourself. Breaking a leg may be a little reckless and possibly 99% SUAY. but going somewhere(duno where la) to do dunno wad without getting sleep for 48 hours is just plain RECKLESS. and that dashed my hopes of worship leading with you(NOT that there aren't any more chances) But what i'm trying to say is.. if its the kids you want to look after, you've got to start by treasuring your own health first!! You really worry us, and that's because you're really more than just a brother to us. ok that sounds wrong. You're a brother. A friend. A bosom brother friend(SEkali ai wo bie zou come and whack me).

Ok now back to the ESSR problem. so the first basic question is

Who wants to join.
oh i know a handful and the first person that comes to my mind now is MARILYN (who inspired me to start writing this because really i'm kinda confused myself too). And of course mel fel, jesse, suqun and... josiah? jeremiah? Well i remember esther telling me that they approached her, which i gather is the main reason they were with us and the lil imps last sunday.

Second question,
What must they do to join?
Wait to be approached? Approach? Wait for the ESSR briefing that is to be conducted to the youths?
I'm sorry i confused marilyn when i said "where art thou?" cause it wasn't something she saw that was within her reach. So thats why now i'm opening this question to the floor to see if we can discuss and find out what they should do to join.

Final question,
SO are they official YET?
Jesse, suqun, mel... are they officially part of us? BEACAUSE ARGGGGGHHHH I CAN'T WAIT LA!!!!!!!! went through the motto liao... but are they confirmed plus chop plus signature plus thumb print plus eye rectinal scan an ESSR-IAN yet?

Yes now i see the need for bridges. BUt now. I don't see the bridges? I just see a whole mess of them. I have no idea which one to tell marilyn to cross. Am i the only one confused because i wasn't a bridge crosser before?

I see this as my biggest fault. Not being able to fully understand the workings of the bridges... beacuse of my long term absense that resulted from sheer childishness/immaturity. but. do enlighten me people... post post post. THere's gonna some time when this will be empty. Exam are coming up. do post more entries so i can read them and resurrect my brain cells... take care you all ... and to end off... lemme sing you all a song..

~~~ Have i told you lately... THAT I LOVE YOU. ~~~~