woahh

goodness. this blog is soooo stagnant. soo i shall try to revive it!!

REVIVE!

ok. this year has honestly been a roller coaster for me. as i started duties in solid rock. goodness its only ONE year? haha. shocking! and i remembered that i was sooo worried i wasn't able to mingle with the kids due to my experiences in the camps. i was so so wrong! honestly. thinking bout how the year have gone past soooo quickly. i started as an assistant worship leader/guitarist to a worship leader. its like woah.

i remembered i was just kindda suddenly popped on a saturday night whether i was able to lead worship the next day. i was seriously unprepared and *admits* i couldn't sleep that night. worrying how to ra-ra the kids and how to get them to really follow me. wondering what the kids will think. or.. worst.....DO THEY EVEN KNOW WHO I AM! haha but i guess it was just in the hands of God.

as i continue on the journey on improving to be a worship leader. i've learnt to rely on the big man up there. i started to relax and go with the flow. true enough. there were bumpers and i've got lots more to learn. i believe there's a long road ahead for me and lots more space for me to improve! i didn't dare to do it at first thinking whether is this God's will for me? but this year. i've found the ministry God wants me to be in. there are sooo many ups and downs. i've gave up ushering and jumped into another role/duty in SR. and next up, i'm trying out for keyboardist. soon enough, i have to decide between worship leading and keyboardist. but that's for God to lead me in 2007!

haha. its so angelical to hear the kids sing! and makes you feel sooo good when you know that you've chose the song that is able to touch the hearts of the children. sooo i hope more peeps will step up and take the challenge to be a worship leader for solid rock!! RISE UP TO YOUR CALLING!!!!!!!!

+lyn