Happy BURfday MEL!!!!!!

EVerything aside.... Its mel's birthday today people!!!!!

HAPPY 21ST YOU CUTE BUBBLY FULL OF ZEST THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy happy 21st birthday!!!!!

Our very own Hang ten and Giordano kid models... 

Ha Ha

Seriously ... if she would do tat for me ... i'll be super happy !!! tat means i mean something to her .. ok back to business ... i'll be tip top the next time round !!! i cant wait for new ppl man ... we are severely overworked !!!! # hints # well ... i love being overworked ... well kids have been in our lifes man since i dont know when ... well i only know tat ESSR LOVES JESUS AND KIDS !!!! well ... to whomever coming in ... its gonna be a ride of ur life ... anyway diya !!! ur demo hor ... last part u sound constipated like trying to force something out like tat !!! ha ha !!!

ESSR? who and why?

So who can be part of ESSR? I'd love for unrestricted ranting now on this blog but i realised that this blog is read by not just the people in SOlid rock but people who wanna join us in this area. So i'll try to be as mindful as i can.

We've had this talk many times. Till now, i still don't really understand what we're waiting for. All i can see now, is that our older generation is getting really tired. We need to move up and take on some of their responsibilities with pride and JOY. I pride my membership/fellowship in ESSR because i think you people are the lovelies in my world of stress. The people i never fail to turn to whenever i have any sort of a problem. I can tell you from the bottom of my heart that you guys know every part of me inside out. The good, the ugly and the bad. I tell you all stuff from studies to friendship to relationship problems. You know how you sometimes only tell some friends things to do with this realm of your life and then other friends this other part of your life. Well no, i tell you kiddos everything! YOu are my FARMEELEE! bUT since you are my family must forgive me for being blunt or anything.

Yanquan... please take good care of yourself. I was looking forward to worship leading with you for a long time. I was just waiting. When you fell sick on sunday i was really disappointed. Maybe in fact, a little angry. Week in week out i tell you to please take good care of yourself. Breaking a leg may be a little reckless and possibly 99% SUAY. but going somewhere(duno where la) to do dunno wad without getting sleep for 48 hours is just plain RECKLESS. and that dashed my hopes of worship leading with you(NOT that there aren't any more chances) But what i'm trying to say is.. if its the kids you want to look after, you've got to start by treasuring your own health first!! You really worry us, and that's because you're really more than just a brother to us. ok that sounds wrong. You're a brother. A friend. A bosom brother friend(SEkali ai wo bie zou come and whack me).

Ok now back to the ESSR problem. so the first basic question is

Who wants to join.
oh i know a handful and the first person that comes to my mind now is MARILYN (who inspired me to start writing this because really i'm kinda confused myself too). And of course mel fel, jesse, suqun and... josiah? jeremiah? Well i remember esther telling me that they approached her, which i gather is the main reason they were with us and the lil imps last sunday.

Second question,
What must they do to join?
Wait to be approached? Approach? Wait for the ESSR briefing that is to be conducted to the youths?
I'm sorry i confused marilyn when i said "where art thou?" cause it wasn't something she saw that was within her reach. So thats why now i'm opening this question to the floor to see if we can discuss and find out what they should do to join.

Final question,
SO are they official YET?
Jesse, suqun, mel... are they officially part of us? BEACAUSE ARGGGGGHHHH I CAN'T WAIT LA!!!!!!!! went through the motto liao... but are they confirmed plus chop plus signature plus thumb print plus eye rectinal scan an ESSR-IAN yet?

Yes now i see the need for bridges. BUt now. I don't see the bridges? I just see a whole mess of them. I have no idea which one to tell marilyn to cross. Am i the only one confused because i wasn't a bridge crosser before?

I see this as my biggest fault. Not being able to fully understand the workings of the bridges... beacuse of my long term absense that resulted from sheer childishness/immaturity. but. do enlighten me people... post post post. THere's gonna some time when this will be empty. Exam are coming up. do post more entries so i can read them and resurrect my brain cells... take care you all ... and to end off... lemme sing you all a song..

~~~ Have i told you lately... THAT I LOVE YOU. ~~~~

SORRY !!!!

Sorry man ... i must say i havent been looking after my health for a long time ... so i'm really really at fault for being sick on sunday !!! sorry man ... i know u guys are waiting to see how i'll do on my debut ... !!!! jus gotta wait longer lor ... he he ... Ok ... so wat are we goin to do for Solidrock alive ??? and sujun and jesse confirm in liaoz is it ?? well ... time for us to open up the click to jesse and sujun liaoz ...

And then the blog resurrects from the dead... IT LIVES!!!!

Following ZHen's entry here's mine! Early in the morning at 8.18am while my dad is doing last minute bathing in the toilet.(My class is at 8.30am)

Actually i'm always updating my blog... Just that sometimes when i want to blog on the SR blog. I find it harder cuz some things overlap... Yeah. BUt anyway i really haven't been up to date with my QT. its really funny how i can have such a squeezy schedule and it always seems like i have no time. BUt i'm sure i have time. its just that it passes me by before i know it. GOsh. I'm gonna be 20 this year so i better start making full use of the time God has given me on earth.

BTW people we have new ESSR members coming in!!! Yesterday we had a short chat with Jesse, Suqun and Mel! IT was great! More people coming in to join us in service for the GOD of wonders and the Children on monkey land! Marilyn... where art thou? Well, I'm actually not much older than the people in ESSR. Let's see... i think... Leb leb is the youngest right? THinking back, its beeen so many years. I remember the first time i worship led, was when i was about 8 years old. I even had the cordless mic attached to my belt then. AUnty holan was the worship leader and all i was in charge of was to lead ONE song. ROMANS 16:19 SAYS!!! that one song changed my life. HAha. That's 11 years ago. I started on the drums 12 years ago... I must say i don't have any basic training and i am definitely NOT GOOD. Its tough sometimes because you don't have the proper skills to execute the proper moves and if you ask me i really do prefer singing to drumming. BUt it's only in drumming that i realise how much i need God and the holy spirit to just come and work THROUGH ME. I go to every main service drumming session with FEAR, fear that my sticks would fly while drumming, miss a beat, miss a clash, play too fast. BUt i always commit it to him and i would receive peace... and also the PASSION, the DESIRE to just give my all to him!

Our church needs a revolution!(think pokka) We need to face the challenges, young people have got to step up! THe "old" people in our church have been giving their all for so long! I'm full of respect for them(tha includes esther and helena! and all the teachers... even though i always bully esther and helena... its outta respect. haha is that believable?) I know how it feels to be unworthy, to think you're not good enough. Well, i've realised you'll never be good enough. I Have so much to share about not being good enough but we'll leave it for another day i suppose... cuz my dad's about done with bathing. haha.

You'll never be good enough but you'll have to keep improving and working on yourself. Sometimes you're tired and all... but you've got to push yourself to still give your all and thats when things happen! SO Yizhen! I'm sure even though it was last minute studying, you gave your all!! Don't worry bout it! We'll P.U.S.H for you! Take care!

my entry...

as promised i'm going to blog for the second time only i think... so paiseh... no matter how tired i m frm walking today, i'm going to blog... haha....

just to share something with u guys.... MY EXAMS ARE OVER.... as in finish liao.... haha... Oops... sorry.... but i'm really glad tat it's all over... really stretch myself alot for the past 2 weeks forcing myself to study... i was rather worried for myself cos i wasn't really motivated to study even when the exam is coming like in the next few dayz...

i think i prayed more than i had in the past... cos i was lost... i believe tat God (my daddy in heaven) heard all my prayers.... cos i was toking to him even more during this exam period n i felt good.... every morning when i wakes up i will say greet him gd morning... n while i study i will pray for him to give me strength n concentration to push on.... n while i take a rest i pray that i would not forget wat i studied n memorised.... this time round my exam schedule was really packed cos all my papers were back to back almost... imagine i had 4 papers in a week... one on each day... it's like i'm taking exam every day... i was kinda stressed up cos i simply had too little time to study stuffs that i covered for the past 15 weeks... n the tips tat my lecturers gave were kinda useless (it was as gd as not giving us tips... there was still plenty to study)...

i really pushed myself while i study.... kinda was forcing all the information into my tiny brain tat feels as if it was bursting.... n on many occasions i just stone there while i study.... tat was kinda bad... cos i felt lost... didn't noe wat to do next... prayers works though... it was like something tat gave me sudden urge to study n press on....

n for the whole examination... the song "i love u my jesus my lord" just ring in my brains.... i would start singing it while i study n each time the song would kinda calm me down.... n i really felt comforted... i think singing praise to God can be a gd way to realx n praise God.... it works for me though... heehee....

i noe i m so so long winded... but i just gonna praise God for being with me through this super tough semester.... n not to forget the exams as well... i was sharing during cell today that for the first time ever i felt so calm before entering the exam hall... i really thank God for that cos by keeping myself calm, it helps me to remember things n think better....

but i must really admit tat i studied abit too last minute.... i should hav started studying earlier... there are always time... the prob is how u handle them... i should learn how to maximise every minute n every second of my life manz... i didn't really complete studying everything with the short interval between 2 papers.... but i thank God allowing me to spend quality time in my studies n he showed me how to study intelligently (i believe that God was giving me hints on wat was going to come out... n i studied well for them...).... though not all that i studied came out... but all glory to god cos i was able to complete most questions within the time given...

i did my part by studying.... i went in in faith hoping God would be there to prompt me when i'm in doubt.... he would be there to guide n protect me from any harm.... he was there i believe... there rite beside me... my results will come out on the 6th of april... if i'm going to do well this time round... it's all God's glory..... if results weren't really gd.... all glory to God because he had allow this to happen for me to learn n grow...

i donno how things will go for me but just to encourage all those that hav yet to take their exams.... prayers really changes things... dun hesistate to tok to god abit every little thing.... be faithful n pray earnestly... let God lead u through this exam period or any difficult times...

god bless!